It has been 13 years since I first Awakened the Coiled Serpent called Kundalini.
I did not have knowledge about Kundalini nor had I heard the word before being guided by God to Awaken the Divine Serpent. I was living a normal, average American life. Inside, I felt a growing need to transition away from the city life, though, and get more submerged in nature. I wasn't interested in big jobs or big pay. I wanted a more natural and harmonious lifestyle. Unbeknownst to me, these were the first signs that The Work was about to begin.
All of the changes occurred in a seamlessly systematic unfolding of daily life. I wanted a college degree but my psychology and business Bachelors' degree focus changed to a holistic and spiritual focus in my Master's program. God even moved my children to live with their father so I would have more time for meditation, study, and HIS plan to unfold.
Timeline:
In 2004, I had a vision of Jesus, while at work. He said, "It is time to go." This was profound as I did not believe in Jesus as anything more than an ancient figure of history.
In 2005, I moved out of the city and began experimenting with meditation. I began keeping a journal and my dream recall increased, exponentially.
In 2008, I became a pescatarian (vegetarian with seafood included). I meditated every day for about 20 minutes. I was also guided to practice Raja Yoga, a breathing technique to expedite the process. I started to conduct research on a variety of holistic and cosmic topics.
In November of 2009, the first stirrings of Kundalini began to be felt like a toy top spinning slowly in my lower root chakra region. Over time, this wobble increased to a very fast spin. You feel this inside of you as a separate motion or a foreign entity. ONLY this rotating/spinning motion is Kundalini Awakening. The Charmed serpent.
In early 2010, I left Colorado and my known life behind to travel and photograph with an old boyfriend.
In August of 2010, I returned to Colorado and my 3rd eye was opened with a very sharp and painful stab to my head.
In September, 6 weeks later on the equinox, my crown chakra was blasted open and I went out of body. This signified the full rise of Kundalini through the chakras.
Throughout the next ten years, I learned about God, the Cosmos, the Truth, and many subjects related to the importance of my soul's history and life. I have been shown the future and the past. It is all an intricately woven dance of creation.
Recently, I have been guided back to "mainstream life" to share my experience and knowledge and to correct the huge mistakes, misunderstandings, and wrongful teachings from the past couple of thousand years. Also, to clarify some of the symbols that you have and practices that you do because of 'tradition' without anyone really knowing the truth behind them.
It was shocking to be partially reinstated in 'normal' life. It is all different to me now. I am still being moved through space and time. It is like a matrix through time. I am not moved year to year but jump from say 2007 to 2018 and then, 1999. It gets confusing. Anyway, your society and cultural behaviors seem so egocentric and dirty to me. I try to be patient and understanding but I cannot believe that I came from that to where I am today!
I have read on the Internet on a variety of platforms, watched guru videos, etc. where hundreds of people CLAIM to have Awakened Kundalini. When asked specifically, what it feels like they say "a hot rush of energy, tingly feeling in my body, lightning flashes in my brain, sublime love for everyone, floating to other worlds, etc." NO.....none of these are Kundalini Awakening.
I joined a Facebook page on Kundalini. There were about 90,000 subscribers. A few were true searchers of knowledge. The rest all claimed to be 'the wisdom of truth.' When I challenged them about their experience......no one could give a clear answer or their answers were so dramatic that I had to hold back laughter. I could tell they were using some ancient text reading and trying to make it their experience.
I even challenged a Freemason on the Facebook site about his society's symbols and he couldn't answer. I did this to see if they were authentic because I have been shown the Truth. I wanted to connect with others and compare experiences. There are none besides me. So, I decided (with the influence of the Divine) that I should teach and share the Truth.
There are steps and stages to the process of Awakening Kundalini. It takes years to accomplish and only God makes it happen. Regardless of how it is stirred to life (meditation, supra sex, childbirth, severe trauma, yoga); the slow wobble/spin/rotation at the root chakra area IS the Divine Serpent Awakening. Anyone who claims otherwise is not telling the truth.
The Kundalini Rising up through the chakra tree / spinal column of the person comes later with continued meditation. Over many weeks and months, the spinning inside speeds up, and this increased speed of rotation gives the kundalini the energy to rise. As the spinning serpentine energy of Kundalini rises up the chakra tree, each chakra disk/energy point is cleansed in order. This pertains to the physical, spiritual, and mental aspects of the individual. For example, at the root chakra, sexual issues physically of the body are healed. Sexual beliefs are corrected. Any spiritual soul yuck about sex is purified. This happens for every single primary 8-point Chakra Wheel of Light.
Only after all the chakras are open, balanced, and cleansed, can the rest of the process unfold. Much of it is terrifying, paranoia in the beginning. There are the Three Nights of the Dark Soul, Falling Into Yourself, and bodily changes are part of the process, too. The '3 Nights' are like Hell on Earth for 72 hours round the clock. Absolute Terror. Falling is a physical and mental sensation of literally falling like skydiving for 24 hours. I lay on the floor and could not be moved or be touched without feeling like vomiting.
The bodily changes are specific to physical evolution. My neck muscles had to be strengthened to spin the Merkaba. My feet have had an extra bone or cartilage added to the interior step. I could not walk for a week. These are all part of Kundalini's Evolution.
All of these changes occur over many months. As you achieve success in handling each stage, this evolves into a higher conscious awareness and more information is given to you along the way.
Awakening Kundalini is not a new-age fad. When it stirs to life....there is no stopping it! You WILL DIE to everything and everyone you have ever known. You will be removed from everyday/normal life, your family, friends, job, etc. You will physically, mentally, and spiritually change many times over. It is hard work. Scary at times and full of dangers, challenges, and purging of all that was in your human physical life.
I have given away, sold, and thrown away more personal stuff, gifts, furniture, etc. than I could ever imagine. I have been homeless, broke, and repulsed by humanity. I have cried at the devastation of harm you inflict on the planet and on each other. After a while, nothing matters but the Ineffable One God.
HE is AMAZING! I have stood face to face with the Almighty God, more than once. I BELONG TO HIM. HE opens a space in the fabric of creation, where you are, takes the form of your soulmate, and manifests to you.
In the presence of the Divine, it is an overwhelming, full sensory experience. There is a calm peacefulness that permeates EVERYTHING. You will not tell HIM off for all the crap of your life. It is all forgotten. You will stand in AWE. Nothing exists besides HIM. Sure, the peripheral scene is there but you are drawn to HIM like a magnetic at 100 billion strength. HE controls you and everything in that space at that moment. HE speaks to you both telepathically and verbally.
HE commands attention not by being loud and obnoxious like the EGO but by mere Presence. HE is the perfect specimen of a youthful human male. HE speaks gently. He does have a childlike innocence about HIM. HE is all I want.
I have experienced miracles upon miracles. I have learned science and religious truths that alter history. I have been given abilities that compare to Superheroes. It is the most natural, unnatural experience ever. Although I am physically alone a lot; I am never alone! The Ineffable One and Jesus talk to me telepathically all day and sometimes many hours at night. I am told the future and it manifests as THEY say. I am fully united with the Sacred One and preparing to go home.
Eventually, everyone will in some future incarnation complete their physical soul experience and return to their Creator. This is the Way, the Truth, and the path to Real Life.
Thank you for reading. There is more to come.
Maybe my experience will help You along your journey to God.
Peace & Light