Symbols and Practices Defined

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Symbols and Practices Explained (Part 1)

I do not claim to be a religious expert.  Kundalini does not make you a genius. Spiritual Enlightenment is learning the information important for you to understand about your Soul and the Ineffable One God.  It is not to appease mankind's lust for knowledge & notoriety.  Awakening Kundalini is devastating, ecstatic, and sublime all woven together. 

The knowledge that you are given when you Awaken Kundalini produces moments of "Oh" and "I thought so!" "Really?" "Wow" "What a lie that was." "That is so simple." and "Magnificent!" 

That being said, I am familiar with a variety of basic religious beliefs and spiritual practices. While I do not support any, one practice over another; each faith practice has something to offer that can be useful. Regardless of origin, religion, secret societies, and many spiritual practices are by mankind, for mankind.  'Inspired writings' still fall under ego interpretation. Along my journey, many religious and spiritual symbols and practices have been explained to me.  Part of spiritual enlightenment during the alchemy of the soul is learning HIS mysteries.  

Here is a sampling of that information.

Jewish 

Kabbalah:  The ancient Mystical Kabbalah encompasses 45% of my spiritual experience with Awakened Kundalini. The remaining experience is 45% cosmic and 10% earthly.  The pathworking movement of the Kabbalah is done by God.  You may walk the earth and drive hundreds of miles but the attainment of the destined point or mark is activated by the Divine.  The Sephirot spheres are revealed in the sky as Oracles. An Oracle is a full rainbow circle with the Light of God in the center. (pictured above)  This is also the Heavenly Presence of the Divine. The Oracle may reveal picture images of future events or lines marking time, like on a clock.  This particular Oracle is revealing something to occur between 2 and 6 am/pm and again at 6:30. 

              Ain Sof Aur Flower

The Ain Sof Aur Flower at the top of the Kabbalah (#1 or Crown Sephirot) appears after you enter the sephirot and pop up at the top of the cosmic pole.  To enter the sephirot, one needs to stop all movement and wait.  God will move you into it. The movement may be felt like a conscious SHIFT or the Merkaba spin may be activated. Another method may be a squeezing of the abdomen in the solar plexus region. The Ain Sof Aur flower may look like a star (Mary's Star of Bethlehem) or a flower with petals.

When you complete each kabbalah, you 'crack the shell' of the sphere (egg) and are moved to create the next connecting flower or blueprint of creation.   

The Kabbalah is the Flower of Life. The explanation/interpretation of it has been expressed throughout time and across cultures such as Metatron's Cube, Sacred Geometry, Pythagorean Solids, and Kepler's Nesting Spheres. It is Creation in Motion. 

The pattern is repeated on the earth, on the moon, on the sun, in the formation of planets, galaxies, and throughout the cosmos to infinity. 

Head Coverings:  Traditionally, 'men wear a Kippah to remind them that there is an Almighty Power above them.'  While this may be true; the Real reason is that when you awaken Kundalini, the top of the head opens and you have a soft spot like an infant.  The difference is that the soft spot on the head of one with Awakened Kundalini is located further back on the top of the head.  I call it the 'back crown.' 

One who has Awakened Kundalini and completed the entire cleansing, rebalancing, and opening of all 8 chakra Wheels of Light; the skull opens on the back of the head.  It takes a couple of weeks and happens a few different times.  Yes, it is painful and very sensitive when the skull is opening.  Also, the back of the head flattens slightly. A channel is opened through this soft spot & flattened head for Divine communication and energy downloads. Once the head and channel are opened, you do not feel pain in that region anymore.  You cannot Merkaba without this skull opening and channel in your head. 

Pointing to Back Crown Soft Spot

Yarmulkes, kippahs, skull caps, and scarf head-coverings are worn to protect the individual with Awakened Kundalini from the energy forces of the spiritual realms.  If you can see in this image a face looking left;  I am pointing to the top, back of the human head. 

Cultures around the globe, Hindus, Muslims, Sikhs, etc. have included this practice of covering the head.  They use various types of fabric and designs to accomplish this such as the songkok, keffiyeh, pakol hat, hijab, Kapp, bonnet, and even the American baseball cap.  It is not a religious practice as such but an ancient protective measure that has been categorized and passed down through cultures or religious traditions. 

The head covering serves as a barrier against ego influence, the evil Light, and other spiritual influences but does not hinder God's ability to communicate or energize you.  Any garment that covers more than the head, such as a burka, is a cultural custom.  Male dominant societies that dictate their women to wear a burka are simply exhibiting ego control and insecurity.  It has nothing to do with the Ineffable One God.

Buddhist

Meditation:  Meditation is the practice of sitting quietly with eyes closed and letting the brain activity calm down. It has been in practice for thousands of years and aids in healing the mental, physical, emotional, and spiritual ills of the person. It is very effective but takes some patients and practice to achieve what I call, No-Mind. No-Mind is the state of mental stillness without thought. This was the main method I used to achieve Kundalini Awakening.

However, since re-entering the world, I have reviewed books, Youtube videos, and websites on meditation.  Once again, hundreds of people claim to have 'the right way' to meditate and which body form to use to open the 3rd eye vs. the heart chakra.  Oh, the errors of time and ego.   

There is no 'Special Meditation' that opens a specific chakra over another one. The key is the Root Chakra.  The chakras do NOT open out of order.  The dual serpentine spiraling energies must rise up the tree (spinal column).  There is no need for all the commercial hype in types of poses to meditate, either.  You don't need to face East or sit on a pillow or touch your thumb to your knee or do it at a certain time of day. All of these types of advertisements are just bait to the uninformed to get money from you or to collect a following 

(for future monetary gain). 

In the beginning, I leaned against the bed or couch as my back muscles were not used to sitting so erect.  Sometimes, I lay down to meditate. I did find morning better to meditate than later in the day, as I had less on my mind.  Just start sitting and you will find what works for you. Don't be afraid to experiment a little.  

God is not rigid like the Ego. 

**Since there seems to be an intense Online desire to open or claim to open the 3rd Eye, let me say this to you.  YOU cannot open the 3rd Eye on your own.  Your Guru cannot open your 3rd Eye. You cannot open the 3rd Eye without first, Awakening Kundalini. You cannot open it out of order of opening the lower chakras. You cannot open it without the Divine blasting you with cosmic energies that crack the pineal gland open.  Any claims to the contrary are false. When the pineal gland is opened it is like someone stabbing you in the head with a sword.  It hurts bad. 

When the pineal gland is cracked open, it starts to dissolve like sand crystals.  This process takes months, even years. Next, the pineal gland begins to secrete a chemical liken to oil into the brain (aka Christ Consciousness, sacred oil anointing, christening/baptism)  This happens systematically with spiritual & conscious advancement/growth.  Each subsequent release of oil is like having a brain freeze when you eat ice cream too fast.  This brain-freeze sensation lasts for several minutes, causing you to be unable to open your eyes.  It increases the sensory ability of the optic cortex and your eyes (vision). This allows for Divine vision, Divine communication, cosmic travel, etc.  

Freemasons

Symbols: The symbols found in this Secret Society are abundant and important.  I have learned many of their meanings as they relate to Awakening Kundalini. From one online encounter though, the Mason I spoke with did not know what his symbols meant.  Like many practices done by 'tradition,' the value and meaning behind the tradition have been lost in time and a pseudo meaning has replaced it. 

Checkerboard - the black and white checkerboard dons many a floor from Masonic Temples to Auto Mechanic stations. It is used as a game platform and the flag is waved at the finish line declaring 'the winner.'  The abundance of the 'sign' is found throughout society. 

Some say, it represents a low consciousness and the need to evolve to higher consciousness.  Some say it represents the duality of good vs. evil.  The truth is that physical creation is based upon opposing forces working together to create and sustain life. As Earth is operating at the harmonic frequency of  'C' it is at the base level of human evolution.  This coincides with low-level consciousness and the obvious forces of good vs. evil that you experience in your daily life.  

The Cosmos is layered and multi-dimensional.  Using the musical octave C, D, E, F, G, AB; the solar system is designed via frequency.  You can be in the same place but at 'C' frequency the physical representation of Earth is dirty, profane, and rife with violence.  But the same space. at the harmonics of 'B' is bright, clean, and full of joyful harmonious people.  Strange to experience but true. 

With Awakened Kundalini the definitive opposites can be noted from day to day. Again, it is based upon movement. Using the checkerboard concept:  If I go into the grocery store, on a 'black day,' the store may be overcrowded, and lacking some food supplies with few bargains.  If I return to the same store on a 'white day' the place may have fewer customers, full shelves, and many items that I am looking for on sale.  If I am moved at an angle, the next day may also be a 'white day' and I get more goodies at a discount. 

Just to add confusion into the mix, the 'black & white' checkerboard days also pertain to frequency.  A "black day" at high frequency can yield amazing specials, just like a 'white day' at low frequency may look rather poorly.  Over time, you see the world blended into a beautiful array of color based upon frequency of consciousness rather than the ego illusion of simply black & white. 

(This has nothing to do with racial connotations. If that is your focus please, learn and grow. This concept of black & white duality of energy is played out in creation at lower frequencies. At higher consciousness; the polar differences do not exist.

"There is no more night." (black, negative, or shadow)

Apron - The masonic apron refers to the area covering the abdominals in the solar plexus region.  When Divine prana breath is forced into the open mouth by God, a very unique rhythmic breathing is activated. It is separate from your regular respiration. The solar plexus region begins thumping or beating very noticeably. This thumping acts like a bellows and causes a surfactant to be secreted from the cells in the linings around the lungs, and vital organs in the abdominal cavity. 

Only a person with Awakened Kundalini has this special breathing activated by God. Your Guru, Yogi, doctor, or Clergy person cannot stimulate this prana energy or solar plexus thumping. You cannot activate Prana Breath or Solar Plexus Thumping on your own. 

There are a few primary reasons for this Prana Breath inhalation and Solar Plexus Thumping.  Prana Breath is a special Breath of God forced into your lungs. It is energy of the highest power. This energy is then transferred into your body, spirit, and mind.  The energy can be used by God to activate the release of surfactant in the linings of your organs as preparation for cosmic flight, dimensional movement, and Merkaba. It can also be used to simulate a 'birthing' event.  It enhances one's ability to sensate. Meaning that when I receive Prana Breath; my hearing is exponentially increased...like Superman the comic book hero. So is the rest of my sensory perception.  It also aids in the transitional state to Light, also known as Spirit; so you can see God.

Hindu

Prana: It has been referred to as "The Breath of Life," "Universal Force," "Vitality," and "Absolute Energy."  It is not randomly hanging around in the air like some claim.  It is a very Special energy by God forced into the mouth of one with Awakened Kundalini. 

There are many uses by God for the Divine Power of Breath. As I stated above:  The energy can be used by God to activate the release of surfactant in the linings of your organs as preparation for cosmic flight via Merkaba. It can also be used to simulate a 'birthing' event.  It enhances one's ability to sensate. It eases communication with the Divine. It also aids in the transitional state to Light, also known as Spirit; so you can see God. the 

The Ego has nothing to do with Prana Breath. The Ego cannot activate it, use it or remove it.  This Prana Breath Energy is like rocket fuel vs. carrots.  Your everyday oxygenated air is good and useful like the nutritional value of a handful of carrots. Prana Breath is like consuming rocket fuel and being powered up to achieve miraculously.

Peace & Light 

   

Awakening Kundalini - The Serpent of Divine

It has been 13 years since I first Awakened the Coiled Serpent called Kundalini.  

I did not have knowledge about Kundalini nor had I heard the word before being guided by God to Awaken the Divine Serpent. I was living a normal, average American life.  Inside, I felt a growing need to transition away from the city life, though, and get more submerged in nature.  I wasn't interested in big jobs or big pay.  I wanted a more natural and harmonious lifestyle.  Unbeknownst to me, these were the first signs that The Work was about to begin.  

All of the changes occurred in a seamlessly systematic unfolding of daily life. I wanted a college degree but my psychology and business Bachelors' degree focus changed to a holistic and spiritual focus in my Master's program.  God even moved my children to live with their father so I would have more time for meditation, study, and HIS plan to unfold. 

Timeline:

In 2004, I had a vision of Jesus, while at work.  He said, "It is time to go." This was profound as I did not believe in Jesus as anything more than an ancient figure of history. 

In 2005, I moved out of the city and began experimenting with meditation. I began keeping a journal and my dream recall increased, exponentially. 

In 2008, I became a pescatarian (vegetarian with seafood included).   I meditated every day for about 20 minutes.  I was also guided to practice Raja Yoga, a breathing technique to expedite the process. I started to conduct research on a variety of holistic and cosmic topics. 

In November of 2009, the first stirrings of Kundalini began to be felt like a toy top spinning slowly in my lower root chakra region.  Over time, this wobble increased to a very fast spin. You feel this inside of you as a separate motion or a foreign entity.  ONLY this rotating/spinning motion is Kundalini Awakening.  The Charmed serpent.  

In early 2010, I left Colorado and my known life behind to travel and photograph with an old boyfriend. 

In August of 2010, I returned to Colorado and my 3rd eye was opened with a very sharp and painful stab to my head.  

In September, 6 weeks later on the equinox, my crown chakra was blasted open and I went out of body. This signified the full rise of Kundalini through the chakras. 

Throughout the next ten years, I learned about God, the Cosmos, the Truth, and many subjects related to the importance of my soul's history and life.  I have been shown the future and the past.  It is all an intricately woven dance of creation.  

Recently, I have been guided back to "mainstream life" to share my experience and knowledge and to correct the huge mistakes, misunderstandings, and wrongful teachings from the past couple of thousand years. Also, to clarify some of the symbols that you have and practices that you do because of  'tradition' without anyone really knowing the truth behind them.

It was shocking to be partially reinstated in 'normal' life.  It is all different to me now.  I am still being moved through space and time. It is like a matrix through time.  I am not moved year to year but jump from say 2007 to 2018 and then, 1999. It gets confusing.  Anyway, your society and cultural behaviors seem so egocentric and dirty to me.  I try to be patient and understanding but I cannot believe that I came from that to where I am today!    

I have read on the Internet on a variety of platforms, watched guru videos, etc. where hundreds of people CLAIM  to have Awakened Kundalini. When asked specifically, what it feels like they say "a hot rush of energy, tingly feeling in my body, lightning flashes in my brain, sublime love for everyone, floating to other worlds, etc." NO.....none of these are Kundalini Awakening.

I joined a Facebook page on Kundalini.  There were about 90,000 subscribers.  A few were true searchers of knowledge.  The rest all claimed to be 'the wisdom of truth.' When I challenged them about their experience......no one could give a clear answer or their answers were so dramatic that I had to hold back laughter.  I could tell they were using some ancient text reading and trying to make it their experience. 

I even challenged a Freemason on the Facebook site about his society's symbols and he couldn't answer.  I did this to see if they were authentic because I have been shown the Truth. I wanted to connect with others and compare experiences.  There are none besides me.  So, I decided (with the influence of the Divine) that I should teach and share the Truth.  

There are steps and stages to the process of Awakening Kundalini. It takes years to accomplish and only God makes it happen.  Regardless of how it is stirred to life (meditation, supra sex, childbirth, severe trauma, yoga); the slow wobble/spin/rotation at the root chakra area IS the Divine Serpent Awakening. Anyone who claims otherwise is not telling the truth.

The Kundalini Rising up through the chakra tree / spinal column of the person comes later with continued meditation.  Over many weeks and months, the spinning inside speeds up, and this increased speed of rotation gives the kundalini the energy to rise. As the spinning serpentine energy of Kundalini rises up the chakra tree, each chakra disk/energy point is cleansed in order.  This pertains to the physical, spiritual, and mental aspects of the individual.  For example, at the root chakra, sexual issues physically of the body are healed.  Sexual beliefs are corrected.  Any spiritual soul yuck about sex is purified.  This happens for every single primary 8-point Chakra Wheel of Light.   

Only after all the chakras are open, balanced, and cleansed, can the rest of the process unfold.  Much of it is terrifying, paranoia in the beginning.  There are the Three Nights of the Dark Soul, Falling Into Yourself, and bodily changes are part of the process, too.  The '3 Nights' are like Hell on Earth for 72 hours round the clock.  Absolute Terror.  Falling is a physical and mental sensation of literally falling like skydiving for 24 hours.  I lay on the floor and could not be moved or be touched without feeling like vomiting.  

The bodily changes are specific to physical evolution. My neck muscles had to be strengthened to spin the Merkaba. My feet have had an extra bone or cartilage added to the interior step.  I could not walk for a week.  These are all part of Kundalini's Evolution.

All of these changes occur over many months.  As you achieve success in handling each stage, this evolves into a higher conscious awareness and more information is given to you along the way.  

Awakening Kundalini is not a new-age fad.  When it stirs to life....there is no stopping it!  You WILL DIE to everything and everyone you have ever known. You will be removed from everyday/normal life, your family, friends, job, etc.  You will physically, mentally, and spiritually change many times over.  It is hard work. Scary at times and full of dangers, challenges, and purging of all that was in your human physical life. 

I have given away, sold, and thrown away more personal stuff, gifts, furniture, etc. than I could ever imagine.  I have been homeless, broke, and repulsed by humanity.  I have cried at the devastation of harm you inflict on the planet and on each other.  After a while, nothing matters but the Ineffable One God. 

HE is AMAZING! I have stood face to face with the Almighty God, more than once. I BELONG TO HIM.  HE opens a space in the fabric of creation, where you are, takes the form of your soulmate, and manifests to you. 

In the presence of the Divine, it is an overwhelming, full sensory experience. There is a calm peacefulness that permeates EVERYTHING. You will not tell HIM off for all the crap of your life.  It is all forgotten.  You will stand in AWE. Nothing exists besides HIM. Sure, the peripheral scene is there but you are drawn to HIM like a magnetic at 100 billion strength. HE controls you and everything in that space at that moment.  HE speaks to you both telepathically and verbally.  

HE commands attention not by being loud and obnoxious like the EGO but by mere Presence.  HE is the perfect specimen of a youthful human male.  HE speaks gently.  He does have a childlike innocence about HIM.   HE is all I want.   

I have experienced miracles upon miracles.  I have learned science and religious truths that alter history.  I have been given abilities that compare to Superheroes.  It is the most natural, unnatural experience ever. Although I am physically alone a lot; I am never alone! The Ineffable One and Jesus talk to me telepathically all day and sometimes many hours at night.  I am told the future and it manifests as THEY say. I am fully united with the Sacred One and preparing to go home.

Eventually, everyone will in some future incarnation complete their physical soul experience and return to their Creator.  This is the Way, the Truth, and the path to Real Life.  

Thank you for reading.  There is more to come. 

Maybe my experience will help You along your journey to God. 

Peace & Light 

How Did I Awaken Kundalini

 

 

How Did I Do It?

Like I said in my first post, Jesus came to me in a vision.  After that, many things began to change around me.  My workload became lighter at my job. My college educational focus increased. I moved out of the city. My children went to live full time with their father.  Everything became easier for me to study and prepare for a life-altering journey that I had no idea was coming. As I mentioned before, it all happened as part of everyday life choices.  Only my choices were directly influenced by God. 

I began serious meditation in late 2007-2008, as part of my Master's program at the university. My studies were becoming more holistic in nature with each class. I sat for about 20 minutes each morning in meditation.  I never pushed myself to sit longer.  I tried a variety of methods from guided meditation, to counting my breath to listening to musical rhythms. But, I lost focus on counting. I didn't like some of the music. One of the guided meditations even made me feel ill afterward.  What was best for me was to just sit quietly.  It took a couple of weeks to attain No-mind. 

Then, I started to see swirling forms and colors behind closed eyelids.  It was pretty cool.  A little psychedelic, I think.  But, I stayed with it as part of a 

class meditation/self-observation lesson. 

My dreams were increasing in volume and clarity.  I was documenting up to 10 dreams per night on a little notepad by my bed.  If there were words or concepts I did not know, I looked them up on the Internet the next day.  Some of the dreams were for then and there; while others were for the coming experience.  I kept journals daily from about 2006 forward. (another guided pre-awakening task.) 

To date, I believe there are well over 200 journals.

 

In 2008, I watched a 60 Minutes documentary on cattle feedlots and chicken & turkey farms and was so put off by what I saw that I gave up meat in my personal protest against these practices.  (another guided behavior by God, as eating mammals is toxic to the human anatomy)  I became a vegetarian but I was told to keep eating fish, the term is pescatarian. 

The gluttonous consumption of killing mammals and birds for food must end.  Throughout many countries around the world, vegetarianism and diet control is part of their culture.  Americans, specifically are paying the price for their poor choices in the form of colon cancers, heart disease, obesity, and more.  When you are tired of being sick, you will change your eating and exercise habits. 

Through dream messages, I was guided to take up Raja-Yoga.  It is a breathing exercise that expedites the Awakening of the Kundalini.  I read parts of the book and then just did the breathing technique without all the nose plugs.  I used the visualizations of airflow up and out the top of my head.  Their instructions were a bit dumb to me so I changed them for my comfort.  Likewise, when I sat in meditation, I did not put my thumb to my finger and sit with my hands on my knees.  All those techniques are egoistic control methods. 

 

In November of 2009, I felt a strange wobble movement/sensation in my root chakra area. As I was unfamiliar with Kundalini, since the Hindu words were all gibberish to me, I did not know what this feeling was. It didn't hurt so I just kept with it.  I laugh now at my ignorance and blind trust. Anyway, as it was my soul destiny to Awaken Kundalini, the changes I made had no effect on the outcome.  I did it!

 

Once that silent sleeping serpent is roused from its slumber, there is no putting it back! 

I have learned that Kundalini can be slowed down and controlled to a certain extent by limiting carbohydrates but when God wants something done; HE overrides all my abilities to stop it. In fact, awakening kundalini reduces your free will to about 25% and you become completely dependent on the Ineffable One God. 

This makes your EGO scream  "No Free Will?"  Saying it out loud does seem a bit odd but the living - element of it comes down to God, the Loving Creator or Ego, the pain suffering, and profane world?  Choose. 

I choose Jesus and the Ineffable One of the loving miraculous!

After the first wobbling/slow spinning sensation in my root chakra area, the full rise of Kundalini up through my entire spinal column (aka 8-point Chakra Tree) and out the top of my head took almost another year.  

Drumming, chanting, singing bowls, crystals, massage, hot mineral soaks, sexual activity (alone, with a partner, or stimulated by Divine), lots of sunlight, limited sugar, a high plant protein diet (wheatgrass, spinach, kale, salads, etc), lots of water, grounding and moderate exercise were all part of the process.  

  

It is important to note that I did not do any of this on my own.  Jesus was guiding me the whole time, by influencing my thoughts, my actions, and blasting the earth (and me) with solar flares, gamma rays, moon cycles, equinoxes, planetary alignments, and other cosmic energy forces to make this transition happen.  The sun was entering a solar maximum period and the blast out of body was perpetrated by a profound 10-minute gamma-ray burst a few days prior.  

Remember, everything is interconnected! 

Peace & Light