Monday, May 30, 2022

Awakening Kundalini - The Serpent of Divine


It has been 13 years since I first Awakened the Coiled Serpent called Kundalini.  

I did not have knowledge about Kundalini nor had I heard the word before being guided by God to Awaken the Divine Serpent. I was living a normal, average American life.  Inside, I felt a growing need to transition away from the city life, though, and get more submerged in nature.  I wasn't interested in big jobs or big pay.  I wanted a more natural and harmonious lifestyle.  Unbeknownst to me, these were the first signs that The Work was about to begin.  

All of the changes occurred in a seamlessly systematic unfolding of daily life. I wanted a college degree but my psychology and business Bachelors' degree focus changed to a holistic and spiritual focus in my Master's program.  God even moved my children to live with their father so I would have more time for meditation, study, and HIS plan to unfold. 

Timeline:

In 2004, I had a vision of Jesus, while at work.  He said, "It is time to go." This was profound as I did not believe in Jesus as anything more than an ancient figure of history. 

In 2005, I moved out of the city and began experimenting with meditation. I began keeping a journal and my dream recall increased, exponentially. 

In 2008, I became a pescatarian (vegetarian with seafood included).   I meditated every day for about 20 minutes.  I was also guided to practice Raja Yoga, a breathing technique to expedite the process. I started to conduct research on a variety of holistic and cosmic topics. 

In November of 2009, the first stirrings of Kundalini began to be felt like a toy top spinning slowly in my lower root chakra region.  Over time, this wobble increased to a very fast spin. You feel this inside of you as a separate motion or a foreign entity.  ONLY this rotating/spinning motion is Kundalini Awakening.  The Charmed serpent.  

In early 2010, I left Colorado and my known life behind to travel and photograph with an old boyfriend. 

In August of 2010, I returned to Colorado and my 3rd eye was opened with a very sharp and painful stab to my head.  

In September, 6 weeks later on the equinox, my crown chakra was blasted open and I went out of body. This signified the full rise of Kundalini through the chakras. 

Throughout the next ten years, I learned about God, the Cosmos, the Truth, and many subjects related to the importance of my soul's history and life.  I have been shown the future and the past.  It is all an intricately woven dance of creation.  

Recently, I have been guided back to "mainstream life" to share my experience and knowledge and to correct the huge mistakes, misunderstandings, and wrongful teachings from the past couple of thousand years. Also, to clarify some of the symbols that you have and practices that you do because of  'tradition' without anyone really knowing the truth behind them.

It was shocking to be partially reinstated in 'normal' life.  It is all different to me now.  I am still being moved through space and time. It is like a matrix through time.  I am not moved year to year but jump from say 2007 to 2018 and then, 1999. It gets confusing.  Anyway, your society and cultural behaviors seem so egocentric and dirty to me.  I try to be patient and understanding but I cannot believe that I came from that to where I am today!    

I have read on the Internet on a variety of platforms, watched guru videos, etc. where hundreds of people CLAIM  to have Awakened Kundalini. When asked specifically, what it feels like they say "a hot rush of energy, tingly feeling in my body, lightning flashes in my brain, sublime love for everyone, floating to other worlds, etc." NO.....none of these are Kundalini Awakening.

I joined a Facebook page on Kundalini.  There were about 90,000 subscribers.  A few were true searchers of knowledge.  The rest all claimed to be 'the wisdom of truth.' When I challenged them about their experience......no one could give a clear answer or their answers were so dramatic that I had to hold back laughter.  I could tell they were using some ancient text reading and trying to make it their experience. 

I even challenged a Freemason on the Facebook site about his society's symbols and he couldn't answer.  I did this to see if they were authentic because I have been shown the Truth. I wanted to connect with others and compare experiences.  There are none besides me.  So, I decided (with the influence of the Divine) that I should teach and share the Truth.  

There are steps and stages to the process of Awakening Kundalini. It takes years to accomplish and only God makes it happen.  Regardless of how it is stirred to life (meditation, supra sex, childbirth, severe trauma, yoga); the slow wobble/spin/rotation at the root chakra area IS the Divine Serpent Awakening. Anyone who claims otherwise is not telling the truth.

The Kundalini Rising up through the chakra tree / spinal column of the person comes later with continued meditation.  Over many weeks and months, the spinning inside speeds up, and this increased speed of rotation gives the kundalini the energy to rise. As the spinning serpentine energy of Kundalini rises up the chakra tree, each chakra disk/energy point is cleansed in order.  This pertains to the physical, spiritual, and mental aspects of the individual.  For example, at the root chakra, sexual issues physically of the body are healed.  Sexual beliefs are corrected.  Any spiritual soul yuck about sex is purified.  This happens for every single primary 8-point Chakra Wheel of Light.   

Only after all the chakras are open, balanced, and cleansed, can the rest of the process unfold.  Much of it is terrifying, paranoia in the beginning.  There are the Three Nights of the Dark Soul, Falling Into Yourself, and bodily changes are part of the process, too.  The '3 Nights' are like Hell on Earth for 72 hours round the clock.  Absolute Terror.  Falling is a physical and mental sensation of literally falling like skydiving for 24 hours.  I lay on the floor and could not be moved or be touched without feeling like vomiting.  

The bodily changes are specific to physical evolution. My neck muscles had to be strengthened to spin the Merkaba. My feet have had an extra bone or cartilage added to the interior step.  I could not walk for a week.  These are all part of Kundalini's Evolution.

All of these changes occur over many months.  As you achieve success in handling each stage, this evolves into a higher conscious awareness and more information is given to you along the way.  

Awakening Kundalini is not a new-age fad.  When it stirs to life....there is no stopping it!  You WILL DIE to everything and everyone you have ever known. You will be removed from everyday/normal life, your family, friends, job, etc.  You will physically, mentally, and spiritually change many times over.  It is hard work. Scary at times and full of dangers, challenges, and purging of all that was in your human physical life. 

I have given away, sold, and thrown away more personal stuff, gifts, furniture, etc. than I could ever imagine.  I have been homeless, broke, and repulsed by humanity.  I have cried at the devastation of harm you inflict on the planet and on each other.  After a while, nothing matters but the Ineffable One God. 

HE is AMAZING! I have stood face to face with the Almighty God, more than once. I BELONG TO HIM.  HE opens a space in the fabric of creation, where you are, takes the form of your soulmate, and manifests to you. 

In the presence of the Divine, it is an overwhelming, full sensory experience. There is a calm peacefulness that permeates EVERYTHING. You will not tell HIM off for all the crap of your life.  It is all forgotten.  You will stand in AWE. Nothing exists besides HIM. Sure, the peripheral scene is there but you are drawn to HIM like a magnetic at 100 billion strength. HE controls you and everything in that space at that moment.  HE speaks to you both telepathically and verbally.  

HE commands attention not by being loud and obnoxious like the EGO but by mere Presence.  HE is the perfect specimen of a youthful human male.  HE speaks gently.  He does have a childlike innocence about HIM.   HE is all I want.   

I have experienced miracles upon miracles.  I have learned science and religious truths that alter history.  I have been given abilities that compare to Superheroes.  It is the most natural, unnatural experience ever. Although I am physically alone a lot; I am never alone! The Ineffable One and Jesus talk to me telepathically all day and sometimes many hours at night.  I am told the future and it manifests as THEY say. I am fully united with the Sacred One and preparing to go home.

Eventually, everyone will in some future incarnation complete their physical soul experience and return to their Creator.  This is the Way, the Truth, and the path to Real Life.  

Thank you for reading.  There is more to come. 

Maybe my experience will help You along your journey to God. 

Peace & Light 

How Did I Awaken Kundalini

 



 

How Did I Do It?

Like I said in my first post, Jesus came to me in a vision.  After that, many things began to change around me.  My workload became lighter at my job. My college educational focus increased. I moved out of the city. My children went to live full time with their father.  Everything became easier for me to study and prepare for a life-altering journey that I had no idea was coming. As I mentioned before, it all happened as part of everyday life choices.  Only my choices were directly influenced by God. 

I began serious meditation in late 2007-2008, as part of my Master's program at the university. My studies were becoming more holistic in nature with each class. I sat for about 20 minutes each morning in meditation.  I never pushed myself to sit longer.  I tried a variety of methods from guided meditation, to counting my breath to listening to musical rhythms. But, I lost focus on counting. I didn't like some of the music. One of the guided meditations even made me feel ill afterward.  What was best for me was to just sit quietly.  It took a couple of weeks to attain No-mind. 
Then, I started to see swirling forms and colors behind closed eyelids.  It was pretty cool.  A little psychedelic, I think.  But, I stayed with it as part of a 
class meditation/self-observation lesson. 

My dreams were increasing in volume and clarity.  I was documenting up to 10 dreams per night on a little notepad by my bed.  If there were words or concepts I did not know, I looked them up on the Internet the next day.  Some of the dreams were for then and there; while others were for the coming experience.  I kept journals daily from about 2006 forward. (another guided pre-awakening task.) 
To date, I believe there are well over 200 journals.
 
In 2008, I watched a 60 Minutes documentary on cattle feedlots and chicken & turkey farms and was so put off by what I saw that I gave up meat in my personal protest against these practices.  (another guided behavior by God, as eating mammals is toxic to the human anatomy)  I became a vegetarian but I was told to keep eating fish, the term is pescatarian. 
The gluttonous consumption of killing mammals and birds for food must end.  Throughout many countries around the world, vegetarianism and diet control is part of their culture.  Americans, specifically are paying the price for their poor choices in the form of colon cancers, heart disease, obesity, and more.  When you are tired of being sick, you will change your eating and exercise habits. 

Through dream messages, I was guided to take up Raja-Yoga.  It is a breathing exercise that expedites the Awakening of the Kundalini.  I read parts of the book and then just did the breathing technique without all the nose plugs.  I used the visualizations of airflow up and out the top of my head.  Their instructions were a bit dumb to me so I changed them for my comfort.  Likewise, when I sat in meditation, I did not put my thumb to my finger and sit with my hands on my knees.  All those techniques are egoistic control methods. 
 
In November of 2009, I felt a strange wobble movement/sensation in my root chakra area. As I was unfamiliar with Kundalini, since the Hindu words were all gibberish to me, I did not know what this feeling was. It didn't hurt so I just kept with it.  I laugh now at my ignorance and blind trust. Anyway, as it was my soul destiny to Awaken Kundalini, the changes I made had no effect on the outcome.  I did it!
 
Once that silent sleeping serpent is roused from its slumber, there is no putting it back! 
I have learned that Kundalini can be slowed down and controlled to a certain extent by limiting carbohydrates but when God wants something done; HE overrides all my abilities to stop it. In fact, awakening kundalini reduces your free will to about 25% and you become completely dependent on the Ineffable One God. 
This makes your EGO scream  "No Free Will?"  Saying it out loud does seem a bit odd but the living - element of it comes down to God, the Loving Creator or Ego, the pain suffering, and profane world?  Choose. 

I choose Jesus and the Ineffable One of the loving miraculous!

After the first wobbling/slow spinning sensation in my root chakra area, the full rise of Kundalini up through my entire spinal column (aka 8-point Chakra Tree) and out the top of my head took almost another year.  

Drumming, chanting, singing bowls, crystals, massage, hot mineral soaks, sexual activity (alone, with a partner, or stimulated by Divine), lots of sunlight, limited sugar, a high plant protein diet (wheatgrass, spinach, kale, salads, etc), lots of water, grounding and moderate exercise were all part of the process.  
  
It is important to note that I did not do any of this on my own.  Jesus was guiding me the whole time, by influencing my thoughts, my actions, and blasting the earth (and me) with solar flares, gamma rays, moon cycles, equinoxes, planetary alignments, and other cosmic energy forces to make this transition happen.  The sun was entering a solar maximum period and the blast out of body was perpetrated by a profound 10-minute gamma-ray burst a few days prior.  

Remember, everything is interconnected! 

Peace & Light

Sunday, May 29, 2022

The Blueprint of Life

 


The Ineffable One has a Plan. 

His plan is for you and all of creation is included in it. When your soul was created, there was a blueprint for your future physical incarnational experiences.  Who your family members would be, what they looked like, your personality, what you would like, your skills, hobbies, etc.  And, like any architect's design, once he/she visits the property (you are placed in physical creation); the layout of the house on your property may change slightly due to the contours of the landscape, best view from your vaulted living room window and a variety of changes or alterations may occur.  Life happens and scenarios, given free will, alter the plan slightly.  

 When you are born, all of physical creation is a black and white model or rather, a blueprint for your soul to experience life. This canvas is filled with information for you to learn, experience, and choose what is best.  On the contrary, it is also filled with harmful information and negative influences for you to experience or avoid.  Similarly, as an architect can design a perfect house; it may not be the best design for your property or there may be issues that arise like big tree roots where the septic is going to be placed.  

When you incarnate into a physical body the 1% of your DNA that is You, is always You. This 1% encompasses your basic traits such as your laugh, your facial design, your interests, and your soulmate's features. For example, if your soul blueprint has your interests in the medical field; in one life you may be a medical doctor. In the next life, you may be a research analyst for blood diseases and in yet, another incarnation, you may be a shaman. 

Likewise, if your soul blueprint is one of a warrior; in one incarnation you may be in the military. In another life, you may be an officer of the law and in yet, another life, you may be a rebel politician fighting for the rights of the people. The design is not concrete or static.  It is a fluid interpretation of your soul's choices and experiences. 

Your soulmate, the opposing gender of You, also has a specific look about them.  Have you noticed that people after 'sampling the desserts" tend to date, live with, or marry a person with certain features?  They like blonds or well-endowed, etc. This is because they have a blueprint in the DNA of their sacred soulmate and are trying to match that on earth. I think you get the picture. 

During these life experiences, things happen.  A young girl gets pregnant as a teenager with few options for support.  Her culture shames her and she gives the child up for adoption. This creates a multitude of soul stains (not sins) for the young girl and her child: shame, insecurity, financial issues, loss of a child, cultural conflict, abandonment issues, etc. 

A young military man is involved in a conflict or war and severely wounds a bodily limb.  He requires aid for the rest of his life.  This young man experiences many of the same stains as the young girl but adds physical deformation, co-dependency issues, maybe anger, religious issues, medical care, etc. 

A high-flying senior executive gives in to the flirty advances of a secretary and has an affair. His wife divorces him and the children require financial support. To boot, the teenage son gets involved in drinking & drugs due to the parental breakup.  The senior executive has not only created stains (not sins) for himself but he has involved several other people (souls) in his family through his actions.    

 All of these real-life scenarios create dirt or a stain on your soul.  The emotional, mental, physical, and spiritual stains of every life experience, similar to the ones I have just mentioned are what need cleansing during Kundalini Awakening. You cannot evolve to Divine with all this dirt staining your soul and consciousness. 

However, God knows all this.  He will not abandon you and leave you suffering.  When HE calls you to awaken kundalini, HE will clean you.  HE will teach you HIS Truth and it takes years for this to be completed,  When you are cleansed of your past and present physical lives; God will glorify you before the ones who caused you to be stained!  He is that Awesome.  

God, the Ineffable One, takes the original blueprint and enhances the property giving you a fountain water feature and big shade trees. HE removes all the unseen obstacles underground.  HE builds the perfect house. HE surrounds you with kind, loving people. HE claims You as HIS own and places you next to HIM in heavenly abundance.  

There is a plan. I am witness to its unfolding.   

Peace & Light